What a relief to realize that you do not have free will. Everything you do is the expression of totality. It cannot be otherwise. It is not "your" thoughts that transform impulses into action. It is God’s thoughts. "You" have never produced a single thought!
The statement "Do what you want, you have no free will anyway," could at first glance appear very confusing. The fact is that you cannot act against God's will! What freedom! Do what you want! Enjoy life however you like it! Then, whatever you happen to be doing at this moment is the self-realization, the manifestation of the absolute reality as it experiences itself in the here and now. That which is now, is always the expression of the divine will! You cannot miss him. It is impossible.